Replaced

I played the games
when all was good.
I wanted you and
gave all I could.

You didn't want to
break my heart,
but things are different
now that we're apart.

I feel forgotten
and washed away.
Forever a memory
is what I will stay.

Now you don't care
and I know why.
You refuse to tell me
all you do is lie.

I know it's over--
there's no need to chase.
It's clear someone else has
taken my place.

October, 2007

It feels like the HOLIDAYS...oh joy...

"Life is hard and then you die. If only I could be so lucky." -Jacob Black


So here's the deal. During the past oh let's say 2 weeks, my life has slowly washed itself down the toilet. I can't believe how many different obnoxious situations I've had to deal with. Here, let me give you some examples: relationships, computer crashes, suicide, CHRISTMAS, family problems, more relationship issues/advice, court cases, etc. Doesn't my life sound like a walk in the park on a warm spring day?! NO! I THINK NOT! A more appropriate analogy would be...hmmm let me see...oh how about a track race through hell...yeah, that sounds like a better parallel. You know, you people could have given me like a week to adjust to each awful situation before throwing me another! haha Seriously though? I really like that my friends trust me enough to come to me with their problems or for advice. Just because I'm venting doesn't mean I don't want to hear about your problems!! Hey, who knows! It MAY just make mine look a little easier to handle!! :)

Later Bloggers!
xoxo,
-H

More Crazy Days in My Shoes...

Hey Bloggers!!

Ok, so, what's new? Not much. My computer crashed this week and so I've been going crazy without it...I've had to get on at the library or on dad's laptop. Not checking Facebook and Email has been so crazy!! Umm...I got my haircut today. I like it a lot. It's kinda short, but I think it'll be a good look overall. lol :P The anniversary party for my parents came off really well and I had a BLAST!! :) I've been getting ready for Club Days which is VALENTINES DAY! I can't wait, but I have a really bad feeling that it's going to be just as crazy as last year. I hope I don't have tons of stuff to do this year...I also counted my credit hours and realized that I have enough credits that I COULD graduate THIS YEAR!!! No one knows how insanely much I want to do that, but I doubt it's going to happen the way I want it to. I'll probably end up at JCCC and working at the Music School...oh well. I'll get to college SOME day! lol :P

Well Christmas shopping calls!! Lots to do and not too long to do it!! 19 DAYS MY FRIENDS!! :)

With love,
xoxo,
-H

FREEEEEEDOM!

I GOT MY LICENCE LAST WEEEEEEEK!!!!!!!! whoooo hoooo!!!!!

Freedom is sweet! :) javascript:void(0)

Directional Change...

Hey Bloggers!
Ok...so I want my blog to have dual purposes-- I want to post cute things that I find, but I also want to use my blog as a place to vent what's happening in my life. I think that I will more frequently update my blog if I have something to write about (other than just "cute" stuff).

Here goes my "report" for the day.

Hmm...Just like every Wednesday morning, I went to music school...However, today I went dressed like a black cat. lol All the kids were invited to wear their costumes this week for Halloween. It's been really fun to see what 3-6 year-olds are interested in these days (boy, don't I sound old?!).

OOOH! BIG NEWS! I had my first kiss today from a boy outside my family!!! It was amazing...here, I'll set the scene for you...It was somewhat early in the morning and an unsuspecting girl was mindlessly working...SUDDENLY! A handsome firefighter comes and gives her a kiss on the cheek!!! Then the girl is in an extacy unlike any other! Yeppers! That's how it went! Well...almost. I was working this morning...and I was kissed by a firefighter...but it was his Halloween costume and he was 4...and the kiss was pretty wet (he likes to suck on his fingers a lot)...BUT none of that matter! It was magical!!! bahaha!! Ok, so I exaggerate just a LITTLE! RIGHT?! lol Whatever...

After work I had my second piano lesson at the Tune Shop in PV. It's really fun and I got a bunch of new music today. I get to play Clare de Lune and I'm freakin' excited about it!! Debussy is my favorite composer for more than one reason!! (Twilight readers...you know...wink wink!)

Yep, those are pretty much the highlights for the day...ENJOY!

xoxo,
-H

The Secrets of Life

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.

So love the people who treat you right.

Love the ones who don't just because you can.

Believe everything happens for a reason.

If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.

If it changes your life, let it..

Kiss slowly.

Forgive quickly.

God never said life would be easy.

He just promised it would be worth it.

Edward Vs. Normal Boys

A normal guy would say: “I love you Baby!”
Edward Cullen would say: “You are my life now.”

Normal Guy would say: “I think I am falling for you.”
Edward Cullen would say: “The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb”

Normal Guy would say: “You hair looks like a haystack; go brush it!”
Edward Cullen would say: “Your hair looks like a haystack but I like it.”

A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicate it to you.
Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.

If you die, a normal guy would find another.
If you die, Edward would kill himself cause life without you isn’t worth living.

“Well, I wasn’t going to live without you..” He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. “..but I wasn’t sure how to do it. I knew Emmet and Jasper would never help so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi.”

As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: “Bye, see ya!”
As you leave the house Edward Cullen would say: “Come back to me, love.”

He smiled my favorite smile. “Hurry back to me.”
“Always.”

As you come back to the house, a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldn’t even notice.
As you come back to the house, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you.

“I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn’t touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lullaby. Edward was welcoming me home.’

A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.

While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.
Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female.

A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.

While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: “I miss you.”
While far apart in different places, Edward Cullen would say: “It’s like you’ve taken half myself with you”

A normal guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares.
Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away.
“Do you want me to sing to you? I’ll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away.”

A normal guy does it with everyone.
Edward Cullen only does it with one.


A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.
Edward Cullen buys you a car.